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2006-07-23 11:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rodoJust some ramblings about my upcoming oral exam that I had to get off my chest:
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God! I am so fucking frustrated! Tomorrow is my Japanese oral exam and I HATE oral exams. I always totally freak. At the moment, I am trying to half-memorize my 自己紹介. That means I have to talk about myself for a total of two minutes. And guess what, the only sentences I can get out without totally loosing it are "My name is Dorothea. I am 22 years old." After that, I forget everything even though I am just trying to talk about my major and minor subjects and why I choose them and about my hobbies! I guess I will have to write it out word by word and memorize even the sentence structure or I will certainly not pass. Well, I don't think I will. I HATE oral exams. Written ones I have no problem with, but orals...
At least I will have enough time to rehearse - I don't think I would be able to sleep anyway. The only thing positive is that it will all be over at three o'clock tomorrow no matter what. But who am I kidding, the first two minutes are the least of my problems. After that I will have to read a text I am sure I won't know half the words of, after all I didn't have time to learn for the exams (I only got 75% at the written one, 10% less than usual), and my nervousness is sure as hell not goint to help me. *gyaaa* Whenever I rehearse the fucking thing I keep seeing the three teachers in front of me, just waiting to let me fail.
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Start of Rant
God! I am so fucking frustrated! Tomorrow is my Japanese oral exam and I HATE oral exams. I always totally freak. At the moment, I am trying to half-memorize my 自己紹介. That means I have to talk about myself for a total of two minutes. And guess what, the only sentences I can get out without totally loosing it are "My name is Dorothea. I am 22 years old." After that, I forget everything even though I am just trying to talk about my major and minor subjects and why I choose them and about my hobbies! I guess I will have to write it out word by word and memorize even the sentence structure or I will certainly not pass. Well, I don't think I will. I HATE oral exams. Written ones I have no problem with, but orals...
At least I will have enough time to rehearse - I don't think I would be able to sleep anyway. The only thing positive is that it will all be over at three o'clock tomorrow no matter what. But who am I kidding, the first two minutes are the least of my problems. After that I will have to read a text I am sure I won't know half the words of, after all I didn't have time to learn for the exams (I only got 75% at the written one, 10% less than usual), and my nervousness is sure as hell not goint to help me. *gyaaa* Whenever I rehearse the fucking thing I keep seeing the three teachers in front of me, just waiting to let me fail.
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