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[rodo]

Sorry flist, I had to get this off my chest. Again.

I haven't updated in a while, haven't I?

Well, I've been depressed, still am, and everything sucks. Except my NaNo story, surprisingly. I've got 30.000 words already, half of them written in an effort not to get a nervous breakdown again (failed last weekend on that).

I should do stuff for university, but I just can't. Great, just great. I could really use the support of my family right now, but I can't talk to them anymore because they seem to think the words "I'm sorry" should magically eradicate the fact that they hurt me. Well, it's not that easy, three words are just not enough for this one. And they apparently don't want to make an effort.

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[lenija.insanejournal.com]

*hugs*

- hilft vermutlich nicht, aber trotzdem. :)

[blnchflr]

Sorry to hear you're not feeling well :o(