Random #35
2012-02-23 06:02 pm☞ I’m supposed to be studying, I have far too few days left to cram two lessons of Spanish into my brain, I have a tutorial today and I still can’t manage. Doesn’t help that I feel as if I’m clawing at my skin from the inside to get out and that all I really want to do is hide under a rock somewhere until it’s done. Fuck depression (yes, finally got a preliminary diagnosis of that and sociophobia, but it doesn’t cover all my symptoms).
☞ RL sucks, sort of. Family trouble (my brother and I in the same house, yay!) and my mother’s friend has fallen off the wagon twice this month already, phoning when she’s in a panic and begging my mother to solve her problems. It’s not unexpected (everyone but her and her son saw it coming from miles away), but it’s stressful anyway. It bleeds over into my life too, since I have to console my mother and assure her that staying here and not doing anything is the right choice.
☞ On happier note: I splurged and bought a couple of things, among other things some books, one of which I already read and loved, and Skyrim, which does wonders for my sleep for some reason. I often get that with open world RPGs. If only I could choose between the factions, my character is a patriotic Nord, but she dislikes the racism, having grown up in the Empire.
☞ And last but not least: a recipe for mushroom bourguignon, via
starlady. It is delicious, it is everything I’ve missed about meat and you absolutely have to try it.
☞ RL sucks, sort of. Family trouble (my brother and I in the same house, yay!) and my mother’s friend has fallen off the wagon twice this month already, phoning when she’s in a panic and begging my mother to solve her problems. It’s not unexpected (everyone but her and her son saw it coming from miles away), but it’s stressful anyway. It bleeds over into my life too, since I have to console my mother and assure her that staying here and not doing anything is the right choice.
☞ On happier note: I splurged and bought a couple of things, among other things some books, one of which I already read and loved, and Skyrim, which does wonders for my sleep for some reason. I often get that with open world RPGs. If only I could choose between the factions, my character is a patriotic Nord, but she dislikes the racism, having grown up in the Empire.
☞ And last but not least: a recipe for mushroom bourguignon, via
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