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2008-06-16 01:18 amOkay, so I should be writing my essay, which is supposed to be 20 pages long in the end. I theoretically have to have finished it in 15 hours. I am currently on page 8. Of course, I am frustrated as hell at the moment. Really, I have some very unpleasant quirks when it comes to writing.
First of all, when it comes to ideas, I never have any problems with the end or the beginning. The first three pages of the essay, for example, only took me one hour to write (and that was more than a week ago). But the middle... I fucking hate it. At the moment, I am struggling with every single word. Because I have this other quirk: Most people seem to be able to write parts of a story and then jump from beginning to end to middle and so on. I'm not. I have to write these horrible parts before I can start with the fun ones, otherwise I can't write them either, and believe me, I tried.
The other people in my little writing group have other problems, so I won't be the only one who hasn't finished the first draft by today, but still...
reached page 9... 11 more to go and still virtually no time *sigh*
First of all, when it comes to ideas, I never have any problems with the end or the beginning. The first three pages of the essay, for example, only took me one hour to write (and that was more than a week ago). But the middle... I fucking hate it. At the moment, I am struggling with every single word. Because I have this other quirk: Most people seem to be able to write parts of a story and then jump from beginning to end to middle and so on. I'm not. I have to write these horrible parts before I can start with the fun ones, otherwise I can't write them either, and believe me, I tried.
The other people in my little writing group have other problems, so I won't be the only one who hasn't finished the first draft by today, but still...
reached page 9... 11 more to go and still virtually no time *sigh*
